Y.Y

2011-10-31T09:48:00.000-07:00

It's midnight again... I can't sleep ...... But no one to talk to...
No one will talk to me in the midnight...
No one will wake me up again...
No one will acc me when I am stress when I am sad...
I deserve this... Cus I like to control people...
I realize what had gone wrong ....
But sorry I can't change... U tried... U knew it...
But when I preparing to forgive you... When I call u ... U nvr reply... Nvr pick up...
Disappointed...the first sentence u said" now the whole world know we are quarreling"...
Make me heart broken...
U only care about this but not me... U never tried to get back this relationship...
So I think this is gone....

2011-10-31T09:41:00.000-07:00

不哭不哭我绝不哭。

:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(

2011-10-26T02:47:00.000-07:00

omg....My ENGLISH suck to the max~

EMO

2011-10-21T06:28:00.000-07:00

Emo again...
So many assignments to do.....
the life rushing for reports and assignments is coming...
omg..that's life...
but i dont have the mood yet~

Would you buy???

2011-10-21T05:59:00.000-07:00

Would you buy?

2011-10-19T09:06:00.001-07:00

Just feel that I am lucky than a lot of people... I should feel grateful...I am a fortunate girl right?
Cus I have my family, my friends and my dear....
Thanks dear .... I know you are the only one will dropby here...
Even though there are so many thing happened recently...
I still have you ...
you are the one who always support me... The one scold me at the right time
the one who let me throw my bad temper on you...
Really feel grateful.... Although I always say I am suey...
You know... I know.... I am not suey... Is just a test from the god...
To change me... Change my view point change my mind in this world...
I shall not worry on my fyp... I can't do anything....I tried my best...
Hope I can pass my fyp.... Pass the challenge that the god gave...:)smile
Crying everyday will injure me... Make my life deadly...
Smiling everyday will cure me .... Make my life lively....:)

2011-10-17T18:52:00.000-07:00

My ugly hair style make my face rounder... Sad sad sad !!!!
Alamak... How leh? I shouldn't cut myself.... Omg.... Don't dare to stare ar people le!!!!

And my eyes swollen siah... This is the result of crying this few night! Eyeliner cannot hide ku sadness!

I wish i can put a FULL STOP on all of it

2011-10-16T00:59:00.000-07:00

No one understand me...
can i just forget everything and put full stops on all of the thing happened recently...

2011-10-14T09:29:00.001-07:00

2011-10-14T09:19:00.000-07:00

A Step to realise my dream~my promise~

2011-10-04T06:20:00.000-07:00

Nice?
We (Joyce & me) planned to have a blogshop in year 1...
But now ..
Haha ...Cannot see anything yet...
Not our fault.....cus studying food science is really a headache...
"Memorising" is a skill that i use and everybody use to study that...
Without memorising....i think i am gonna to fail all my subject...

But....
Is this my dream? What will i do after graduate? which school will i be in?
Massey?NUS?SIT?
3 choices....What more?Nth...
or Working?

Headache...headache...headache...All my pimples are popping out....@.@

What is my hobby?
My answer will be SLEEPING...nth more? EATING?
So lame~

Playing clay? ---> Yup...This is my interest~
However need money to buy clay...
One colour of polymer clay -----> Rm 55 for 250gram~
Damn so expensive!

Everything need money....
There will be a handmade jewelry lesson at Bukit Indah....
Should i go? but it cost money....

Should i go to learn?
but no money, no time~How to learn???
Question mark~
QuESTION to myself....

Forever love

2011-01-28T09:03:00.000-08:00

Forever

2011-01-28T08:46:00.001-08:00

I really like it! for the VIDEO u made to me.

I will smile like nobody beside me when i think of that. I am not a crazy fellow

I did shed tears when i first saw it...is really A big Surprise for me.

Thank you...Forever Love <3

I do like, do love U although i always say "No" to u...^^

Indeed I am really busy recently, i promise i will squeeze out my time for u...^^(But dont expect too much)

How to Make Potato Pancakes - Classic Potato Pancakes Recipe

2010-10-24T04:37:00.000-07:00

Ingredients:
2 1/4 pounds russet potato, peeled
1/2 yellow onion, peeled
2 large eggs
3 tablespoons all-purpose flour
1 teaspoon salt
1/2 teaspoon freshly ground black pepper
pinch of cayenne
vegetable oil, as needed
3-4 ounces thinly sliced smoked salmon
4 tablespoon sour cream
1/4 cup fresh dill, chopped

2010-10-17T07:55:00.000-07:00

My left eyelid kept twitching....good or bad? hope is good...

can u plz stop?

plz.....bai tuo bai tuo...

hope everything goes well

some people say twitching eyelid is becus of nt enuf sleep....ur eyelid needs break....haha...

tomorrow school starts, dun wish anything happen to me....plz...i will pray hard...Promise

i scare school starts ...dunno y....???

these few days, nt in very good mood....maybe school going to start, holidays end

always try to pretend in order to hide my feeling...

omg...Chua Shao Yann...u're so "fake"! phew....

Tonight will be a sleepless night

temperature ---> no degree celcius....m i dead??????????????or maybe thermometer broken down

------I'm a coward------

2010-10-16T05:35:00.000-07:00

Boring life

2010-10-16T05:17:00.000-07:00

I m very boring recently, holidays going to end soon...
i din do anything meaningful in this holidays...feel so wasted...depressed somehow
is true that need to find new hobbies now...studying?reading?eeyer....dun like....bt force to

watching drama was the only thing i did in this holiday....argh.............hmmm
Tidying my room, ironing, mop floor, changing bedsheet.....yes, i did...
(omg, typical lifestyle of housewife......) -----> i dun like this lifestyle....
shopping? eating? ---> need money

volunteering to take care of those disables seems like the only meaningful thing i did ......but.....if my school starts, i will have no time ....
weekdays and weekends rushing reports and projects....weekends still need to come bec malaysia....still need to do housechores at homes....(both homes)...haha
sounds pathetic ya?
i should change should change.......what can i do neh?
friends....plz give me some suggestions....a hobby that will likely help me in my future...a meaningful thing.....

because i m too bored at home....so i kept quarrelling wif u...i'm sorry....
but....i m nt sorry to what i had say to u...it is true.....
i hate to love someone who din listen to what i say...eventhough i have repeated it 4 times......i really repeated many times..
i wont say it to u again & wont ask u to call me again..........

temperature ------> 0 celcius now....

sad

2010-10-08T00:27:00.000-07:00

sad..i cant upload any photo on blogspot..
it oways appeared error in uploading.....
feel so annoying~=.=

^^

2010-10-07T08:21:00.000-07:00

Actually, i was accidentally deleted all my previous posts...so
now...
it is like a new blog to me...
new blog = new start
^^